Christmas Mood.......

I have been missing from this place few months ago..... and i have come back again this time....... to share what i want to share......

Its Christmas today........ and i don't have much feeling to celebrate for it....... and i don't really know why....

My mind was full with sadness and sorrow.... thinking of the past and previous of my life........

From the year of 2010...... i have made a very tough decision for myself.... this decision has been keep on floating in my mind...."Am i making a RIGHT decision?" i asked myself.....

From the day on, i keep on telling myself.... i have made a good decision and i have to move on no matter what..... perhaps i was thinking this is just a fate and the challenge given by the God......

But most importantly, i have never regret what i have been decided and the solution i took...

In year 2011, there are so many things happening in surrounding and i have been adapted to it so far.... i have been missing some beloved friends and family that have been leave me alone...... and some who are still at my surrounding..... thanks for providing me such a wonderful moment full with happiness and joyfulness.... i really appreciate all of you......... thanks for given me the support, the guidance and lovely impact for my life.....

Life must be goes on right now.... sometimes is it a must to sacrifice something in your life... and i have been sacrifice my dreams and my ambitions....... i will never blame or hate anyone who look down on me, stab back me or even push me down....... as long as i'm still know how to stand up again and smile to you and said "thanks for not helping me"............ i really appreciate what i have right now...... although we need to be greedy sometimes as a human being..... what we wanna chase for our life is happiness but not money......

Throughout the past few years.... i have learned many things for myself...... from the people and from the nature....... i get to know their behaviour and what action should i take...... however.... im still weak in controlling my emotion and i think i should make it right on some other day in the future......

AND im feel very tired this year......especially this year....... i have too much burden on my shoulder.......i hope the God stop playing me soo much in the upcoming year of 2012......pls GOD is time to let me go .....im in pain and suffering.......=(

Are You Fall In Love

Are you fall in love??? If you are not sure.... then in this post i will revealed to you the top 10 symptom that you are basically fall in love with someone.... read through the 10 symptom.... if you agree more than 7 symptom, then you are basically fall in love with someone.... if you agree less than 5 symptom.... then basically is just a puppy love for you......don't believe it.... read it well ya......

1. When you are fall  in love with someone, you will always remember him/her for all the time. You will keep on thinking about that person and all  the happy moments that you spent together with him/her. Moreover, you cant concentrate on your study/work because he/she keep on running in your mind.....
2. When you are fall in love, you will keep on thinking about him/her all the time. When you see anything or do anything, you are tend to recall back all the memories and moments that you are spent with him/her.....
3. If you start to concern about someone, this shows that you are fall in love. You always care about his/her safety and happiness. You will always pray for the person hope that he/she will be safe and happy all the time. If possible, you even try to protect that person from any harm.......
4. When you start loving someone, you will become more concern about your appearance. You will automatically make yourself look more attractive to him/her. You will start paying more attention on your clothes and hairstyle, so that you can grab the attention from him/her. Your mood will be very good until you will smile at your own even you don't realize it. You will also trying to impress him/her by updating your knowledge about the current issues..........
5. When you love someone, you will only paying attention to the person that you love. You don't even notice the presence of the other people even a very handsome guy or a very handsome girl pass by.......
6. Now you will avoid spending more time with your friends. This is because you want to spend more time with him/her. You want to be alone and think more about him/her. Even though you are hanging out with a group of your friends, you will find yourself constantly thinking about him/her........
7. When you are fall in love, you wish to know more about him/her. You want to know all about  him/her (interests, likes,dislikes, hobby etc). You are eager to know every single details about  his/her life. You will also trying to do all the things that he/she likes........
8. When you are fall in love, you don't even think about the time or how much money you spend to buy a gift for him/her as long as you can make him/her happy......
9. Loyalty is another name for love. You want to be loyal to him/her and expect the same from that person. He/she  will become the only concerned person for you in your life. You will feel jealous when he/she talk to another person. Moreover, you will get blushed when he/she stare at you for a long time.....
10. You share some beautiful moments with him/her. You feel happy and excited when you get a chance to go out with him/her for party or picnics, attending a ceremony etc. You will start to think about your future with him/her........

So whats is your conclusion...... are you fall in love or not??? if yes... then what are you waiting for??? go grab him/her tight... don't miss the opportunity.....

For more information, please click here or http://www.active-relationship.com/falling-in-love-signs.html

A song for you to listen" When I Fall In Love" by Celine Dion& C.Griffin

Good Night Everyone and Happy Fall In Love................^^

WHO AM I

The song "Reflection" indicates my feeling right now..and i cant really find who am i....... i want to know... can you please tell me.....i just thought once i wear a mask, i can fool all the people around the world... but i can't fool my heart...just find back the song....really a nice song and lyrics to express my feeling right now...feel touch after listening to the song....='(


Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside? 


Good Night everyone.....='(
Spencer D'Angelo

I WANT A GOOD LIFE

WHICH ONE WILL YOU CHOOSE??? GOOD LIFE OR BAD LIFE???

In our life, we only have to choices, either to have a good life or a bad life.....
Although sometimes we can't have any choices as both come together in the same time......
But somehow human tends to choose the good life so that they have a better life in future......
However, sometimes people think that they are not allow to choose because life is all about fate......
Thus, they choose to give up everything and follow their fate......
But, the decision they make is totally wrong....... Why is wrong?? I'm going to tell you why......

1. The life is yours..... decide it by yourself and don't let fate to decide for you.......
2. Life is about journey..... you have to make it colorful and remarkable........
3. Life is like an exam...... you have to prepare well and pass with flying colors.....
4. Life is interesting...... do what ever you want and don't let anyone to spoil it and influence you....
5. Life is short......... always bear in mind once it reach your last breath... you will not longer have any chances to do anything you want......

With this 5 reason, i guessed you have gained better knowledge how to handle your life in the persistent way...... and i always remembered this 5 reason throughout my journey of life... so that i hold myself to get a better life...... NOT a bad life.....

Well, a little advise for you guys, always appreciated people surrounding you...... you will not able to predict what will happen tomorrow and you will not able to know when is your last breath..... So use those remaining time to appreciate everyone especially your love ones before you are too late to do so....... always keep in mind..... LIFE IS SHORT.....

***Best Quotes Of The Day***

"Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.  Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.  Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best.  Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.  Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others.  Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you!"
By Christian D. Larson rewrited by Spencer D'Angelo


Sources:
1. http://humansmile.com/
2.www.lifeisshort.com.uk 

Why Human Jealous

Why human will jealous? How we gonna know someone is jealous? All right.... In this post, i will be revealed to you guys why human get jealous easily and what are the causes of jealousy?

In scientific research, some situation which may cause you feeling jealous are;

a) when someone achieves something that you have always wanted to achieve but you failed to achieve it.

b) when someone flirts with your girlfriend or your boyfriend

c) when someone manages to get something which you think that he does not deserve for it.

d) when someone you hate so much that succeeds in his/her career.

Some of the causes which have been identified and the following are the main causes of jealousy;

1) Lack of self-confidence

Some people might think that he /she is not good enough especially in their attitude and behaviour. They keep on comparing himself/herself with another person and make assumption that they are not good enough for their partner. Thus, this creates low spirit and lack of confidence as well as jealousy in their mind.

2)Fear

Fear is another causes which lead to the feeling of jealousy.People falling into this category simply because they are afraid. They afraid of losing their partner, afraid to be alone after break up and even afraid to be rejected by partner. In their mind, they assumes that they cant compete with other competitor. So, they give up simply because they afraid and fear to lose. Therefore, they will jealous other people who flirt your boy or your girl.

3)Poor self image

Some people might think that they have the ugly appearance but perhaps they are not. They are not dare to compare themselves with another person because of his/her appearance. Thus, this make them feel jealous when someone (you hate) who is handsome/beautiful passing by.

Ways to reduce your jealousy;

i) Don't care what people said or judge you. Always remember that you are the best. Be confident to yourself.

ii) Don't care other people business. Move back to your track and keep on moving. He/She might be at your behind in one day.

iii) Don't make comparison between your and another people. Always remember, they are not fit to compare with you because you are still the best in overall.

For more story about jealousy, click here or www.jealousy.uk.co

TOP 5 AMAZING FACTS ABOUT DREAMS

Want to know more about dreams?.... want to know how is the dreams occur in our brain? now i'm going to reveal to you some of the best facts about dreaming...... and here are the Top 5;

1. You Forget 90% of Your Dreams

5 minutes before you wake up, about half of your dreams is forgotten.... therefore, once u wake up, about 90% of your dreams will be gone and only about few % that you still remembered.

2. Only people that you seen before will be appeared in your dreams

All the faces of human you met inside your dreams must be appeared in your daily life before. But sometimes you might met some unfamiliar faces in your dreams, and this occur most probably because you might not know this person but you have meet him/her before in your daily life.

3. You can have four to seven dreams in one night

You can dreams anywhere every night before you will enter the specific location in your dreams. Basically your dream can even hit four to seven dreams in just a single night.

4. Men and Women Dream Differently

Men tend to dream more about other men. About 70% of the dreams in the men are focused on the other men. i have no reason about this matter as the scientist still doing research on it. For women, a women's dream consists an equal number of men and women. so women's dreams more consistent.

5. Body Paralysis

Rapid eye movement (REM) sleep is a normal stage which involved rapid movements of the eyes. REM sleep in adult humans typically occupies about 20-25% of total sleep, about 90-120 minutes of a night’s sleep.During REM sleep, the body is paralyzed by a mechanism in the brain in order to prevent the movements which occur in the dream from causing the physical body to move. Thus, it can prevent us from any injuries in case we fall down from the bed.However, it is possible for this mechanism to be triggered before, during, or after normal sleep while the brain awakens.

Want to read more, follow the link below.....;

1. http://www.boredpanda.com/15-interesting-facts-about-dreams-dreaming/

2. www. dreamsabout.com

3. www.allbout_dreams.uk/

WHY WE ALWAYS YAWNING

What is a yawn and why do people always yawn?

Yawning has fascinated people for hundreds of years, and many superstitions and myths have been created over the years. Thus, many people also not really know about the process of yawn and how it gonna be happen?? and now i can explain to you in details in my post...

Today science has discovered that a yawn is a reflex of inhalation and exhalation that draws more oxygen into the bloodstream in our body. A reflex is a built-in physical reaction that people often do not have control over. A yawn is often associated with a person being tired, but this is not always the cause for a yawn. People yawn for many reasons including stress, boredom, emotion and over-work.

Have you noticed that yawning seems to be contagious? If one person yawns, this appears to cause another person to yawn. Researchers have found that 40-60% of people who see a picture of someone yawning will yawn themselves. Even reading the word YAWN can make people yawn.

Although this “contagious” yawning behavior is not understood, it has been suggested that this could be the result of an unconscious herding behavior — a subtle way to communicate group behavior, such as when a birds follow the behavior of one bird, and all rise together as a whole flock.

Maybe a yawn is a signal to the group that it’s time to go to sleep. Or if someone yawns when they’re bored, it may be a sign to change the topic of conversation.

Yawning is not limited to humans. Animals of all types also yawn. If you have a dog or cat, you’ve probably seen your pet yawn several times. Even some birds yawn such as cockatiel parrots, Adelie penguins and Emperor penguins.

Some of the more scientific explanations of why we yawn are caused by physical needs. One likely explanation is that the yawning reflex is triggered when our blood needs more oxygen. The deep breath helps replenish the levels of oxygen in our blood. Another common theory is that the yawn help regulate our body temperature. Other hypotheses suggest that the same chemicals in our brain that affect our moods and emotions cause us to yawn.

Therefore, next time if you see me yawning, is not i'm tired or bored, but I NEED MORE OXYGEN IN MY BODY...................

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Im Weak

Normally im weak.......

u can easily make me scare.....

i can be very very scare even a small matter happening to me....

even if my friend angry me and dont want talk to me...i will be very scare....

my diary full with the scare words.... all about scare......

scare my friends hate me, scare to eat wrong foods, scare to lose friends, scare to new places and even scare to meet new friends....

u can also easily turn me into sad mood and cry face.....

i will be crying for non stop if someone can make me feel touch, give me a very shock surprise and even watch a sad movie...... all about crying words in my diary too.....

i have no idea why my behaviour is like that..... and i cant control for all these as well....

dont really believe that im strong enough in those appearance.... perhaps i might be worst than a girl.... i really do.... ^^

therefore, dont ever play with me too over.... or else i really cry in front of u.......

and dun ever scold me and hate me, dear my friends... i really scare to lose even single one of u...... i love u all sooo much and appreciate everyone of u....=) love u guys alwiz...=)

nite everyone..=)

i should sleep early today........

since tomorrow will be another hard day for me.....

a new challenge, a new mission......

hope everything will be fine.......

get ready everything and stay calm all the time......

no matter whats happening.....

always remember one words........

*****CONFIDENCE*****

Good Night My Lovely Friends......^^

Thanks and Appreciate It

Just received my exam result yesterday.... the result was unexpected... is out of my expectation....i really appreciate it so much.... i couldn't believe it..... and i'm totally satisfied with the result....here i would like to thank for the support from the God and all my friends..... i really appreciate this time.....

i never think to fight for the victory....

i never think to be perfect.......

i just want something that is normal and enough for me....

Human should be satisfied and appreciated what they have and what they gain....

never never request for more unless you are really deserved to get more from it......

Sometimes i feel that God is unfair for me..... maybe u have the same feeling like me....

But i think He has his own reason at behind..... or maybe is all about fate.....

we can still change the facts.... but we are not eligible to change our fate....we have to accept it.....

Sometimes people assumes that fate always related with luck...... this might be true also....

Good luck or bad luck is all about fate..... Am i right???

So now no matter what happen, i would still defense for myself to get what i deserved to get it..... i would not easily to be given up....maybe sometimes i will... haha...><

mmm maybe u guys think that i'm talking crap right now.... hahaha.... just hope that u agree with that....=)

And this time my post is the most informal type..... hope you guys don't mind....=)

Night everyone....=)

i want to give up...=(

i think the road i have taken right now is too far away......

i wish to stop and give up in the middle of the road......

and i wish to turn behind and walk back to my original direction.....

but i know i cant...... all i have to do is to walk in front without looking at behind.....

i wish that i can keep on walking on the road till the end.....

although i know that there is no ending for the road.....

but when i look to the front, the road fill with hopes and opportunities......

but when i keep on walking to the front, the road full with challenges and difficulties........

i cant hold and handle those situation by myself.......

i really feel tired of all these.....

i really wish someone can always be my side to keep on support me.....

to give me motivation and a sense of direction so that i can keep on moving.....

i just need a family, friends and lover who really understand me and support me.....

i don't care how people judge and comment about me.....

as long as i can get what i want and what i need.......

no matter how difficult the process and the progress......

i keep on telling myself not to be moody and emotional all the time....

but i cant control it by myself cause this is all about human behaviour.....

what i need is that someone who can really share my problems and sadness.....

and able to give me a better advice to handle those situation in the wise manner.....

all right i think this is enough to show and share my problems over here....

hope that i can handle it well and keep on walking in the right path.....

now plenty of problems in my list.....

so i'm just wish i can make it disappear one by one......

PRAY FOR MY SELF........ and GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE....=)