i want to give up...=(

i think the road i have taken right now is too far away......

i wish to stop and give up in the middle of the road......

and i wish to turn behind and walk back to my original direction.....

but i know i cant...... all i have to do is to walk in front without looking at behind.....

i wish that i can keep on walking on the road till the end.....

although i know that there is no ending for the road.....

but when i look to the front, the road fill with hopes and opportunities......

but when i keep on walking to the front, the road full with challenges and difficulties........

i cant hold and handle those situation by myself.......

i really feel tired of all these.....

i really wish someone can always be my side to keep on support me.....

to give me motivation and a sense of direction so that i can keep on moving.....

i just need a family, friends and lover who really understand me and support me.....

i don't care how people judge and comment about me.....

as long as i can get what i want and what i need.......

no matter how difficult the process and the progress......

i keep on telling myself not to be moody and emotional all the time....

but i cant control it by myself cause this is all about human behaviour.....

what i need is that someone who can really share my problems and sadness.....

and able to give me a better advice to handle those situation in the wise manner.....

all right i think this is enough to show and share my problems over here....

hope that i can handle it well and keep on walking in the right path.....

now plenty of problems in my list.....

so i'm just wish i can make it disappear one by one......

PRAY FOR MY SELF........ and GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE....=)