Dreams to fly away like birds..... full with freedom......

I always pray to the star..... i hope that all the sadness and pain will be going away bring by the star.........

I have a dream............. to run out from this sadness place and go for my dreams.... but i cant make it......... but i know i will able to make it in one day... i trust myself...........

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Speechless..............

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I'm not fall in love or missing someone.... but I'm just sad and no mood ..... give me sometime to let it go.... lets the time heal my soul and my heart..... sorry to all my friends....

Please leave me alone....... cause you are so annoying........... i hate you.............

I really hate you so much..... don't know why but I'm hate..............

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Not feeling well yesterday till now.... having sore throat....... need a rest......

I'm praying to the God...... i hope that the God can really tell me who am i and show me to the direction that i suppose to go........... i already find my way but I'm still unable to find myself.... I'm still lost......

I think i need a good rest today... so tired.... sleep late yesterday..... study and doing report until midnight...... i try to get a better score.........good night .........

I'm sitting around the corner... doing nothing..... my life is meaningless.... full with sorrow and pain...... i really don't know why this could happen to me.....maybe because I'm the useless guy in the world.............

I'm so depressed right now...... please don't disturb me......... let me alone.... i need a time to let it go...... stay away from me..... cause no one will going to understand my feeling right now.... i really hate myself...........

Normally I'm really not interested to express out... but i have no choice... I'm really so depressed this few month.. with so many examination, assignment, report, presentation, study...... i have no time to breath... with having performance last few weeks.... I'm really tired... I'm felt so frustrated... don't know why..... I'm so angry and frustrated with some people during this time.. i really cant control myself.. i really hate with u guys... please understand me.....

If our sun is in love shape.... then it shows that love is always exist in this world................

Today i listening some music with my hand phone during my break time... suddenly the song of 'no boundaries' play in my list... then i remember him..... Adam Lambert.... he is my great idol in my life.... is so amazing that he can bring out the life of the song..... when he sing this song, I'm totally impress by him... i have stop in doing my revision and study instead of listening his song in silence with closing my eyes and holding my arms....... if i have his voice ability and power then i think i might rule the world..... after i listening to the music with the deep breath, I'm felt like wanna shout out and sing out loud to release my full stress and tension.... but at the end i dint do it............... because I'm in the reading room with full of people around me......

I need a hug right now..... don't know why this feeling suddenly come into my mind........ maybe i remember you .................... because you always stay in my mind...........

I miss someone.............. is you.........

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LOVE is all around..... we express love through kissing......... so appreciate it each time you kiss..... the more you kiss, the more you love..... is hard to get my kiss.... cause my kiss only give to the person that i love......

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I think no one will understand my feeling right now.... i really cant explain it and don't know how to express it..... i cant find a person who i can trust... none at all...... i just sit there and think... i have no idea whats happening to me..... i hate my self.....

LOVE EMO

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I thinking of you.............. i really don't know why......but i can't get rid of you in my mind... maybe something wrong with me...... I'm breathless....

1st time ever i create a blog for my self.... i have no idea why I'm doing so..... maybe i have a lot of things want to share with you all guys.... i really don't know whats happening to me? I'm still confuse about my self... i cant find my real... can someone tell me why?