Never Afraid To Be Alone

There are many problems need to be solve in my life...............

But not all the problems I can solve by my self........

The sea in front of my view represent the problems that i need to be face in the future.......

But i never give up to face each of the problems......

And I will do what ever i can do as long as i never afraid to be alone......

One dog in the picture represent the person who always willing to help me, to guide me and to motivate me so that i can keep going on to chase for my dreams........

This dog can be my lover, my family members or even my best friends......

I really appreciate the person who able to share my pain and my story.......

If YOU are the one who give me everything that i mentioned here, then i would like to say Thank You and I Love You So Much.....><

The sunlight from the sun represent the light of the GOD who appear to show me the direction and my way to realize my dreams.......

Therefore, i never afraid to walk alone in the dark..........

With the light, i can find my way to walk in front and try to reach to the end of my path without fear.........

Now I'm sitting alone watching the flow of the sea..... to analyze the steps taken to overcome the problems arises.....

Therefore, planning is important so that all the problems can be solve effectively and efficiently..

Thus, never afraid to stand alone and be prepared to face the problems without fear.....><

Good Night everyone......><

Respect

My blog always use to express feeling and opinion.... so if there is nothing happen... i wont blog...... so now i wanna express something here as well.....

Ya im talking about the guy who commit suicide few days ago..... i really hope you guys show your respect to him.... pls la don't keep on talk bad about him..... he also didn't mean to do those action......

i really do respect to his courage and i salute for his brave action...... if i take 10 heart broken guys to the top of the building and ask them to jump down..... but i can really said no one is gonna dare to take the challenge.....

you guys never know what is the reason in behind of the scene?? no one is gonna know except him and his gf.....

So don't really judge him badly cause is all about ur opinion....... not the real matter..... although his action a bit stupid and irrelevant.... but this is his decision.... no one is gonna change his mind except God.... all about fate..... now is not the time to blame and point out the mistakes, but is time to show our respect to him..... he already pass away....... just let it be... he might be deserve all the sin that he have done.......

Scientist have do research before.... the moment when the person jump off from the building..... their mind is totally blank and and have a sense of regret..... but they cant save themselves even they feel regret because is too late...... so don't ever thought killing urself is the only way to solve the problem arises.... perhaps it is the wrong decision......

So im here really pray to the lately, Alviss Kong...... hope u will find a new life for urself and a new place for you to stay.... no more looking back and keep on going to find the way you deserve..... may God guide you for the better way.......................♥ ♥ ♥<RIP>♥ ♥ ♥

And people view my blog .... pls do me a favor..... pls do 1 minute silent pray for him so that he can walk out from his sin and find a new life for himself... thanks everyone..... Appreciate it...

Is time to say good night to everyone..... is time to rest loooooo......><

AGAIN

Today im quite nervous with the final exam result because until now also unable to log in to the website. Maybe have to wait for tomorrow morning. Another sleepless night for me...Haiz.... Im ready for anything bad happen. No matter what, just let it be and i will not give up for that.......

By the same time, i ........................... haiz......

Again missing YOU la.... omg... whats happening to me..........

Keep on thinking of YOU again and again......><.... arrrggghhhhhh.....

What kind of the feeling is this...... I know YOU know that.........><

Don't pretend la..... Is YOU lo........=)

MISSING SOMEONE

DID NOT UPDATE MY BLOG SINCE LONG TIME ALREADY........
TONIGHT I UNABLE TO SLEEP....... SO IS TIME TO UPDATE IT.......

I CANT SLEEP TONIGHT.... HAIZ..... I DON'T KNOW WHY.......

FEEL LIKE WAITING SOMEONE..........
FEEL LIKE SOMETHING HAVEN'T DONE.........
FEEL LIKE MISSING SOMEONE........
FEEL LIKE MANY THINGS STILL HAVEN'T TELL YOU..
FEEL LIKE NEED SOMEONE AT MY SIDE..........
FEEL LIKE NEED SOMEONE TO HUG......

HAIZ.... YA I STARTED TO BE EMO ALREADY......

YAYA IS YOU............. STARE WHAT LE..........YOU LAH!!!!! HAHAHA.....

I MISS YOU!!!!!.................


*SO IS TIME TO SLEEP..... WAIT YOU AT MY DREAMS LOOOOO.........><

NAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! BITCH......... FOR YOU GEH............

My feeling like now very unsatisfied with the case happen today..........

shit you la bitch.........

I tell you in the polite way and give advise to you so that you can take note about it.....

but you dont care about it and talk like this:

"i know what am i doing. i din spam ppl for nothing. they are all my frens. if u dun feel like voting,juz dun vote. i don't mind"

All right bitch.........

If you dont wanna take my advise is fine... but if something really happen like what i said..... then you dont cry wo... bitch......

And one more thing loh..... your face look like shit and ugly like hell still wanna join for the MODEL contest... You better pissed off la.....

And your home dont have any mirror meh.... need me buy for you or not......

Look through yourself la bitch......... wake up la..... your face wont be the next star.......

Think for your parents la...... they also might be feel shame to you......... give you money to go study...... then you go enter the contest........ did u think for them bitch........

If you are the really star....... then at the very early stage the people already find you to be the star la..... need to wait until now meh...... think la...... your face also can be the star.... then i enter super junior already la.... bitch..........

Ya im talking you bitch..... no need mention the name la..... later my profile also get polluted...... your name are not deserve to be appear in my blog..... pissed offfff........

You know what.... I DONT GIVE A DAMN....... NAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

By Spencer D'Angelo.........

Attention: yup to all the spy of this bitch..... if you are too free to be be part of this...... or if you are soooo free wanna share this message to the bitch... then you may do so.... but im just wish you to have the throat cancer for the rest of your life....... and you can spam my profile as well and i will just wish thank you and wish you have the better die when you are on the road...... thanks.....

In our life......

We have to walk through only 1 single road chosen by ourself..........

But when the time we are walk to the front of the road,

There are different kind of flowers, animals and trees at the side of the road which attract your attention to stop your journey.........

U will never realize about it...... cause they are very attractive......

But once you are realize....... u are too late.........

The things around us represent something.....
1) road represent the path you are taking right now ( no matter you are study or working)

2) flowers represent the love matter that you are facing

3) trees represent your parents which waiting for you at home

4) animals represent your friends/ sisters and brothers which always support for you

So the lesson from the message:

1) Never stop your journey and keep on moving and never look back as our dreams and opportunity are in front....

2) Love is something we need it but we must try to reach the end of the road no matter what

3) Parents are important to us but sometimes of course we need to separate with them for a moment of time..... but they will understand our reason and for sure they will support us at behind....

4) Friends/ brothers/ sisters are the only person who can share our problems and give us the support...... so without them...... we cant continue for our dreams

Therefore a normal person will be struck in the middle of the road because of the attraction given by the flowers, trees and animals, but we must don't forget, the dreams and opportunity are still waiting for us in front.......

So we must keep on moving to the front until the ends...... and don't forget after u reach to the end' u can still walk back to the behind and find back those flowers, tress and animals that you left out......

YOU ARE THE BEST

This post is dedicated to one of my best friend.........

Never give up on what you can't get it........

Never give up on something that you love.........

Never give up on something that you want......

The action you show can tell out everything about you....... with

Your care.....

Your love......

Your sincerely.....

Your kindness......

Maybe she/he never appreciate anything that you done for her/him......

Maybe she/he never understand the greatest of love that you give to them.......

They make choices by choosing others but not you.......

Then is all right.......

Cause in future they might be regret because......

They choose the wrong choice by not choosing you......

And by the time, they will realize that........

YOU ARE THE BEST........................!!!!!!!! =)

by Spencer D'Angelo

I wish i have not done anything wrong in my teaching method........ cause just now my boss ask me to take over other subject to replace my current subject...... so he ask me to teach english and science for form 1 student replacing the bm subject for form 2 student.......

So im just wondering maybe is not my mistake in teaching cause if i really cant teach then the boss should ask me to leave....... not to give me another subject....... so i might just think that there is another experience bm teacher took my place cause maybe he or she will be more experience than me.....

So now im not going to think this is the negative situation and should look forward to experience the new subject.... maybe this is the way i can able to gain more experience...... i never give up something easily and i will look forward to bring back the victory........ so here im just wanna express my feeling towards the things that happen today....... never try before write about myself in the blog..... this might be the first time.... all about me... huh.....

And i really enjoy in teaching the student all the way...... and planning to be the lecturer in future... im not sure.... seems like the student nowadays is hard to be control...... i really feel the pressure and the tension created by the student..... if you treat them too good, they will climb up onto your head........ but if you treat them bad, they will going to report you.......

So i planning to treat them bad... hahaha....... cause they will never be able to climb up on my head...... today is the last day i teach for the form 2 student...... and next week will be the new class...... and today also is the worst environment they gave me in the class.... noisy until i vomit........... so i will swear by myself...... never never treat them good especially the upcoming new classes......

Im now praying for myself hope that everything will be fine in upcoming new classes and i will try my best to guide them well....... wish me all the luck....... GOD BLESS...........

Something That You Missed

If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again.

never regret

NEVER REGRET ANYTHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE....
BECAUSE WHAT WE DONE IS BASED ON OUR MIND AND HEART......
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF........ DON'T INFLUENCE BY OTHER PEOPLE.......
MAKE YOUR BEST DECISION........
NO MATTER WHAT..........
STAY COOL.......AND MOST IMPORTANT THING IS......

NEVER REGRET.........

ignorant

"Ignorant doesn't mean I don't care, just hoping that one day you'll realize that what you're doing is wrong, stupid, and regretful."

I found out this quotes from my friend and i particularly agree with it....



I really tired and sick of it...... please let me have a peaceful moment to settle my important stuff first..



It doesn't take long.... only two weeks time.... then i will do what should i do....... don't really force me..... is enough for the stress and tension that i feel right now.....



please understand me too........ don't think for yourself only.... think for others too......... i really need a time........

BEST FRIEND FOREVER

NO MATTER WHAT'S HAPPENING.....

WE WILL STILL A BEST FRIEND FOREVER......

YOU HURT HIM, I HURT YOU......

YOU SCOLD HIM, I SCOLD YOU......

WE TRUST EACH OTHER....

WE BELIEVE EACH OTHER.....

GOD LEAD US TO KNOW EACH OTHER......

GOD BRING US TOGETHER......

LIFE IS SHORT.....

LIFE IS SIMPLE.....

TAKE GOOD CARE OF EACH OTHER.....

TAKE GOOD CARE OF OURSELVES....

HOLDING HANDS TOGETHER WITH.......

ONE MISSION.....

ONE VISION.....

ONE DREAM.....

ONE MIND....

AND TO PROVE TO THE OTHERS THAT.......

WE LINK TOGETHER TO BE SUCCESS IN

"LIFE"

"BEST FRIEND FOREVER"

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO............

I'VE LIED TO ALL OF YOU..............

AND I JUST FEEL LIKE WANNA TELL THE TRUTH...............

BUT I CANT...... THIS IS BECAUSE I'VE STILL FIGURE OUT.........

"WHO AM I"

I LOST MY SOUL.................

I LOST MY SELF.................

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME OUT.......

BRING ME OUT AND LEAD ME OUT..........

I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO GUIDE ME.......

BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHICH ROAD SHOULD I TAKE....

HOPE THAT SOMEONE WILL STAND IN FRONT AND WAIT FOR ME....

THIS IS BECAUSE I NEED YOU..........

WHO ARE YOU???

I'VE NO IDEA WHO ARE YOU.........

THIS IS BECAUSE "YOU" IS STILL NOT YET APPEAR IN MY LIFE

THAT'S WHY I'M STILL WAITING HERE FOR......

"YOU"